It's All About Perspective ...

Given the recent events that have troubled our family and weighed down our hearts, I've been struck by the outpouring of comments, emails, and messages from friends, family, and even strangers who are sharing in similar and other struggles.  Many of these stories have allowed me to take a step back from my own sorrow and realize the bigger picture.  There is an entire world of pain out there - much of it far beyond my comprehension.

I lost a baby who never knew pain.  We have friends who are fighting to overcome a brain tumor threatening their young son.  I know a girl who lost twins from her first pregnancy.  There are children half a world away sleeping with empty bellies.  I am blessed with two beautiful, healthy, and happy girls - the completion that they bring my life and heart is more than I could have imagined.  We have more than we need - financially, physically, emotionally.  I have an amazing support system, food in my refrigerator, a house to decorate and keep me warm.

My loss is great, but my blessings are greater.  I know many of you share in these blessings and thankfulness with me.  Thank you for helping me keep perspective through all of this.  Though the rain pours, we have hope in sunshine tomorrow.  Though my heart aches, I have the promise of perfection.

I am, beyond words or comprehension doted on by the Most High, guarded by the unseen, surrounded by the revelations of a Perfect Maker; and valued beyond the sparrows.  We serve a faithful creator who knows the emptiness of a child forsaken - how much more was His pain than mine?  Who am I to challenge His faithfulness?  I hope to never know the reasons "why", but will revel in the mercies shown to me.  Who am I to know how deep is the Father's love for us?